Im addicted to dress... and i want this two so bad... 
{ mood } working
Written by jahcalvo at 02:12 PM.
I heart
some of my christmas wishlist:
{ book } about abortion
{ mood } working
Written by jahcalvo at 01:45 PM.
I think we make our own decisions, i just think that fate sends us little signs, and it’s how we read the signs that determines whether we’re happy or not.
{ music } good girls go bad
{ mood } thirsty
Written by jahcalvo at 12:03 PM.
there are some things that keeps on bothering me this past few weeks....
it really bothers me a lot...
there comes a point that i really need someone whom i can talk and tell everything...
but then i decided to keep it...
and let me think about it and decide all by myself...
In decision making...
i think about the pros and cons...
the advantages and disadvantages...
and finally...
I've got an answer/solution/decision to that effin thing that 's keeps on bothering me...
and i know whatever that decision is....
im doin things right...
the best for me....
and it will makes me happy
{ music } sexy bitch
{ mood } accomplished
Written by jahcalvo at 11:27 AM.
Nothing makes a day faster than looking forward to something. And today, what put me through the first half of my day was the fact that me and my friends went out tonight.
This get together was for Joie. To cheer her up from her recent breakup after a 5 year relationship. We (Andrea, Andrew, King, Neli, Joie and I) met up at Rob and had dinner at Don Henrico's, remembering our clerkship experiences. That was the time when we were still students, and from there started comparing our internships at different hospitals. We had a hearty meal, and I felt at home, reconnecting with those I shared a wonderful 4 years of medicine proper with.
After that, we walked to a Karaoke Bar where we sang a mix of vengeful and sentimental songs for Joie. Some, for me. For them, too. I was tipsy and having so much fun, fun, fun, when..
He texted. He says he wants to die. He says I hurt him too much.
It's not the first time he's said that. He does it when I don't text or answer his calls or when I tell him that I don't feel the same. But now, I don't even know what I've done. I was always upfront and honest. And I did try to like him. I tried so hard, that I even DID like him. And he even thought I loved him back already. But it's not enough..
Because I knew the difference when I fell for somebody (who betrayed me instead). Argh. I am being played and twisted by fate.
It's good that work takes so much out of my mind. The brain can only do one thing at a time, and it helps to keep focus on what's in front. In a few hours time, I'll be on track a 32 hour tour of duty, mending other people's bodies when I am so...broken inside.
{ music } Jaded - U2
{ book } Surgery Case Files - Toy and Liu
{ mood } troubled and sleepy and wishful
Written by joycie at 04:55 AM.
i want long and curly hair.....
i miss....
BOREDOM...
someone come and save me....
{ music } if this isnt LOVE
{ mood } bored
Written by jahcalvo at 10:49 AM.
I dont have any plan to watch NEW MOON yesterday....
but then i texted my pangga that i miss bonding with her....
so we decided to bond yesterday and watched NEW MOON after class...
how i miss bonding with my pangga...
she is my friend since first year college...
few months to go and im leavin...
im surely gonna miss her more...
ME and MY PANGGA
anyway about the movie NEW MOON...
it is super nice....
i love it i love it to the max....
JACOB is super HOT...i love the ABS....hihi
before i heart Cullen team...
but now i heart more JAcob team.....because of the cute guys..haha
regarding the story i love it...
how i wish theres EDWARD AND JACOB in my life...lol...
The movie is super "BITIN".....
i cant wait to watch eclipse next year....
my fave line in the movie:
"MARRY ME"
{ music } HUSH HUSH
{ mood } okay
Written by jahcalvo at 08:51 AM.
i hate myself to day....
im making that effin stupid mistake again.........
I HATE IT!!!
STUPID.STUPID.STUPID.
{ mood } nothing
Written by jahcalvo at 02:30 PM.